It Was All A Dream

So i often picture my self having sex in various places and countries but will my fantasies come true.....who knows

Well last night i had this very exciting dream about have sex in these places which seem to be so impossible guess i love to take risk and being seen like a porn star.I started off boarding a plain to Paris when i came across this beautiful European woman who asked to have sex with me because i was American , so we went to her luxurious house while her husband was sleep we began to have sex right beside him , she started to unbuckle my pants pulling out my dick and massaging my balls with her mouth throwing me back on the bed stripping me with her eyes then her hands, at the point im at full solute OMG she said way bigger then my husband. As i began to hit her from behind she began to suck her husband dick and when he awoke we fucked her together anal and all handcuffing her to the bed she wanted more and more she almost wore me out......After 3 hours of crazy sex i showered and flew to Africa.

Once reaching Africa i ran to this girl from the Samunda tribe which was on the social status of poor but she took care of her self we walked to her clay hut and talked about life in America while talking she pulled out her tities and started playing with her pussy saying that the sound of my voice got her wet and good lord she was dripping like a water fountain. I called her my juice box because she got wetter than most so a i watched i began to get aroused and she saw that i began to rise and pulled hemmmm out then she went to work on me, riding me like i was her rodeo horse and she was trying to win first place. she had me speaking in tooo many tongues. then i flew back to the us.

While flying back i became a member of the mile high club this philopino attendent called me to the back asking me to help her move this item but she took me to a bathroom and we began to fuck it gavve me such a rush as soon as i was about to bust my lovely nut shiddd damn fuck my phone rang in my ear....it was all a dream

Spring/Winter

"If spring can take the snow away, can it melt away all of our mistakes and Memories made in the coldest winter??” Well it will never melt away your mistakes but what it can do is bring closure and comfort. If you have truly learned from your mistakes and evolve as a person or a creature of habits you will bring closure to your mistakes. With all of this said you can only grow from your past and look forward towards your future by learning the correct way of doing things. In life we all have time where we need to make a decision about how our past will dictate our future but in reality it shouldn't it should only enhance the essences of your well being.

When u...........

At the time I often wonder why life deal me the cards that I was dealt. I mean it made me stronger or really is it killing me softly. When I though that everything in my life was perfect, complete and I was am happy with that special person and thought it may had been you. I thought there was omeone or something out to defeat my happiness whether it’s girl, dude, or just conflict of interest. You made me happy and you also completes me. I had one question to myself why did I say something that I know I was going to regret within ten minutes. As you notice I couldn’t say it verbally because I didn’t mean it I only can say things verbally that I mean. Sunday September 13, 2007 will be one of the worst memorable days of my life. That morning when I woke up I felt worthless, lost, confused, and dead. Then I felt as though I can’t do anything right in life whether it’s was playing basketball, having you as the love of my life or just being happy. I HATED the fact that you call me your “BESTFRIEND”. It made me sick to my stomach that you didn’t call me your baby, daybreak, or your husband. I couldn't hardly fall asleep without crying myself to sleep. Today at school I started going threw my pictures of you and tears started to pour from my eyes. If I had one wish I would use it now to turn back the hands of time so we could be in our relationship and be a happy couple. I am sorry for not letting you handle this situation but instead I had to act like a jackass and get stupid. I felt less then I man right now because I didn’t stay true to my word by not letting you handle your own things.i thought that i was your knight and amour. Everything I had said to you wasn’t bullshit it all came from my heart whether you believe me or not. I didn’t play any games with with you I don’t have time for that I’m not a little kid anymore. I don’t want you to think that I gave you up I just had a moment where you didn’t tell me what was going on and a lot of thing went threw my head, But at the same time you knew that I didn’t like him from the jump why did you put yourself in that situation also why wouldn’t you give me his number. I was only going to tell him to leave you the HELL alone because obviously he don’t listen to you. I do really care about what goes on in your world that why I always call and text you. When I say that I’m sorry I am so so….. damn serious you was the best thing that happen to me since my grandmother.

As I lay

I’m in disbelief that she said this to me
Saying that she no longer wants to be in a
Relationship with me after we just got over
A small issue that lead to something big
Damn why me I thought I was doing to the right thing
You know being an honest and non-cheating boyfriend
Well I guess wasn’t enough?
As I lay tears start to fall rapidly
At times like these I feel like my mind and body should be decomposed
Why was I put on earth in the first place?
Was it to go throw so much adversity?
As I lay looking in the sky
Was it someone else in the picture?
I thought our relationship was picture perfect
O yea I know I saw that smug over my face but
At the time paid no attention so the signs
Maybe true love is hard to find….tears
Or is true love a thought of your imagination
Inferior thoughts races through my mind
Looking for clues to reassure my answer
But no evidence yet…..
As I lay wondering was this really going to last
You not being able to inform me of your anger
Leaving me to guess and go into arguments blind sided
Where is the love…?
I can’t seem to suck it up and stop crying
My heart won’t let me I don’t know why
But………
As I lay life has blessed me with a few things
On the other side

SO I HAVE NOTICE

Since i have been looking for that special someone to have a special connection with i have been a very shocked and surprise how it's turning out. It amazes me how the female who has been hurt or are stuck on there ex give you play then stop after you chill with them a get a great vibe from.I tend to believe that i am not looking in the right places but my friends tend to tell me otherwise!Should i give up on trying to find someone who would complete me or damn near compliment me and help me reach my ultimate high of love , Happiness, and Success. Well there are certain things that i cant put up with and bullshit is at the top of my list.Well maybe it's time for me to see how life is by letting them come to me.........

Key To My Heart

I had closed the door upon my heart
And wouldn't let anyone in,
I had trusted and loved only to be hurt
But, that would never happen again.

I had locked the door and tossed the key
As hard, and as far as I could,
Love would never enter there again,
My heart was closed for good.

Then you came into my life
And made me change my mind,
Just when I thought that tiny key
was impossible to find.

That's when you held out your hand
And proved to me I was wrong,
Inside your palm was the key to my heart...
You had it all along.

Women........

My mind often wonder how do you connect with someone wants to take things slow but you know that there is chemistry between both individuals. One minute you decide to give him all the attention in the world and the next you shy away from what you said you wanted. Help me out here because a woman is a hard mind to crack and read in between the lines.

For instance how can you go from spend time on the phone til all wee hours of the night the when your in person act shy or show a different shade of color. I understand its a learning process of how things and people work but by the same token if you wouldnt want anyone to do you that way then why do it???

With that said i came to the conclusion that the woman's mind is like a maze where u can only find the right spots or areas when she decides to open up to you full and trust that you have her best interest in heart.