Sunday, September 27, 2009

Deeepest fear

I often wonder what's my deepest fear but far none is greater then being afraid to make myself vunderable to another women after my last serious relationship the heartbreak still lingers even though i know for sure that i am completely over that individual who makes me still wonder where did i go wrong or was its just not me it was her. uuummmm as i ponder on these deep thoughts and insecurities, a question arises into my mind are i real capable of loving a woman they way she deserves to be or am i worth you while?

Will you every cheap on me is always a big question im scared of infedility what are u scared of let out light shine bright than the dark or by far have no dark just all light.

With theses thoughts racing though my mind i began to see that i am the man that every women desire because of my qualities not my facial features the fact that i have a nice body or i drive a nice but the person beneath these clothes. My soul is very warm and loving with a heart of gold i says this to say when i let you inside that precious place be lucky you got that far.


Life goes on if theres no you and no me what will love bring you?????

Dear Summer

Dear Summer, Fall, Winter and Spring I often wonder how you could feel a certain way about an individual and then the next minute change you mind do to your status with him. When say all you want is some dick on deck. example

It was mid june me and my boys walked into the club late as always sitting in vip you walked by giving me the eye and in my mind i said to myself damn i can pull a bitch of eye contact. You and your home girl stop and continue to hold conversation while we dance she would let me go, grab on my body with me warning her if you dont stop imma have to fuck you in this club to night she blush so i knew i had a freak on my hands.

Around 2AM we walked to my car leaving her cadillac parked her and her girl quickly hopped in my car and head to my place which was 20 minutes away while my boy was in the back fingering her friend she began to give me head while i was driven and it was such a rush that i ran three red lights. upon arrive to my house went to the passenger side of the car and and began to break my car in with sex in the car of course i strapped up magnum XL was defintly my best friend that night three to for times.

After that we had a few days we began to have these sexual incounters with out any conflict but i until i began having her dick on deck four times a week while still talkin to other females who had the same so i was never in a drought or press for her nicely shave and wet pussy..uuuummmm those days lol but seriously then she became bipolar one minute she be cool and the next she will flip.

soooo dear summer,fall, winter and spring please dont bring her back to me.........

Saturday, September 26, 2009

My Professor

Walking across campus three weeks ago I seemed to notice that several athletes plotting to have sex with their english professor.Professor James was young and very attractive who often flirted with her male students who play some type of sport. She was at all of the football and basketball teams games faithfully supporting her student athletes or was she plotting to have rough sex in the class room before class started uummmmm this was kinda strange to me because she was married with 3 kids and often her husband. Who would often come on his lunch break and have a quick before he return back downtown baltimore by the harbor since he was a chief he always your told his boss that he was bringing his wife food but what would he eat bet you will never guess

.....yeah your right she feed him without cooking

once i walked in on them at her office during one of my schedule appointments but she totally forgot and left the door crack by accident and as i began to creep up i saw her on the deck top with her legs open and with him in the middle on his knees pleasing her he wrapped his shirt around his hand and put it in her mouth so that she would moan too loud


It was as if i was watching a porno live i was in utter shock but intreged by the way she was demand that he fuck her for a total of thirty minutes i watched and then i knocked on the door she jumped and tried to cover her self but i smiled and told her dont be ashamed then she told my to come here and pulled out my dick and began to suck it in such a way that i thought that she may have been super head twin.

the story cont.....please stay tune

Friday, September 25, 2009

Sexually encounter at the New library

Let just say My homeboy Ricky worked at the library while attending MSU. It had it's advantages, one of which was that Ricky would take some of the more playful coeds he knew to several out of the way locations and have sex with them there in the library. Sometimes it would be good hard fucking, and sometimes a good blow job. Either way, Ricky usually had something going on.

Ricky liked the challenge of having sex with the girls that came into the library, especially since Ms. Murphy liked to keep a close eye on her employees. Ms.Murphy was an attractive woman in her early forties, although she didn't look her age. She had a really nice body, and she seemed to like Ricky. He caught her staring at the bulge in his pants numerous times, which made him wonder if she need some sexual attention herself.

One night Kelli, a new girl Ricky had met a few days earlier came in the library. It didn't take long for Ricky and Kelli to end up in a deserted section of the library where they were soon kissing and fondling one another. Justin happened to see out of the corner of his eye that Ms. Murphy was watching them. Rather than stop Justin decided to take a chance and see what would happen.

Ricky pulled Kelli's skirt up and started kissing her inner thighs, pulling her panties aside, as he worked his way toward her pussy. Kelli was moaning softly as Ricky parted her folds, licking up her love juices. Soon Kelli was cumming, humping Ricky's face as he sucked her clit and fingered her pussy. Justin stood up and peeked over at Ms. Murphy's hiding place. He could see Ms. Murphy through an opening in the books on the shelf....watching, making no effort to stop he and Kelli. His attention shifted back to Kelli when she took out his dick....all ten inches of it and started giving him a blow job.

Knowing that Ms. Murphy was still watching, Ricky held onto Kelli's head, and started thrusting his hips forward.

"Stop Justin, you're going to choke me with that big cock."

"You've got to be kidding me," Ricky replied.

Kelli stood up telling Justin all he cared about was himself, and left in a huff leaving Ricky standing there, his dick rock hard and aching to cum.

"Fucking college girls," he hissed under his breath.

"Too bad there aren't any REAL women around here."

Ricky waited to see if Ms. Murphy would react. His wait wasn't long. From around the corner came Ms. Murphy.

"Well Ricky, having a little trouble?"

"Oh I suppose you could say that."

Ms. Murphy's eyes were fixed on Ricky's dick....still hard...the veins bulging, and in need of relief.

"I should fire you on the spot you know."

"Ya I suppose so."

"Is that what you want me to do?"

"You know what I want...after all...you were watching us the whole time."

Ms. Murphy smiled, "Yes I guess I was, and didn't I hear you mention something about wanting a real woman?"

Not waiting for a reply, Ms. Murphy walked over and ran her fingers over Ricky's dick making it jump.

"Come by my office after we close....I'm sure we can work something out."

"Why not do it right here?"

"Are you afraid?"

Ms. Murphy stared at Ricky's dick as she pondered the idea. Justin didn't wait. He pulled her toward him, kissing her and sliding his tongue between her sweet lips. Ms. Cole hesitated, finally giving in and kissing Ricky back. Ricky pulled her dress up, and pulled her panties aside. He took his cock, rubbing the head against her pussy.

"Ohhh yes Ricky, that feels so good."
Ricky turned Ms. Murphy around and pulled her panties down, allowing them to fall down around her ankles. As Ms. Murphy kicked them aside, Ricky eased the thick head of his cock into her pussy. Ms. Murphy let out a loud sigh as Ricky slowly pushed the full length of his dick into her wet pussy. He started pumping his hips, driving his cock deep into her sex, feeling her pussy clamping down on his dick, milking him as he fucked her. Ricky pummeled Ms. Murphy's pussy till she was cumming hard. Ricky felt his balls tighten as his dick spasmed, pumping his load deep into her depths. Before anything could be said, a library patron was drawing near, and they both had to make a hasty retreat.

A couple of days later Ms. Murphy called Ricky aside,

"I hope that you will be discrete about the our little session the other day."

"Of course Ms. Murphy."

"You may call me Kristen when we're alone."

"OK Kristen."

Ricky was thinking of making a move right then, but the library started getting busy, so it would have to wait. Later that day, Ricky heard Kristen telling another coworker that she was going down to the basement, to take care of some unfinished business, and to take care of things.

Ricky waited till he was sure she would be busy. He made his way down into the basement, and started looking around for Kristen. As he searched, he heard someone moaning softly. Ricky followed the sound and came upon a beautiful sight. Ginger was leaning back in an old swivel chair, her skirt pulled up, and her panties pulled aside as she fingered her pussy and rubbed her clit. Ricky's dick hardened as he watched Kristen bring herself off. Having cum numerous times Kristen straightened up, ready to get back to work.

Ricky waited for her to get involved in her work, then walked up behind her, sliding his hands around her waist, and cupping her breasts in his hands. Her nipples were still hard as he whispered in her ear,

"Is that all you're going to do....or would you like something more?"

Ricky started squeezing Kristen's nipples through her blouse as she smiled saying,

"I wondered how long it would take you to find me."

"Did you watch me?"

"Yes."

"And?"

"And now I think you need a good fucking."

Ricky turned Kristen around and began to slowly unbutton her blouse as they kissed. He pushed her blouse off her shoulders, along with her bra. Kristen's breasts were so big, and so firm. He kissed his way down Kristen's neck, running his tongue over her nipples as she ran her fingers through his hair. He could feel Kristen shudder as a small orgasm washed over her. Ricky sucked her left nipple while he unzipped the back of her skirt letting it fall down around her feet. Kristen stepped out of her skirt, clad only in her panties now.

"Ricky....I want to suck your dick."

Ricky sat down in the old wooden swivel chair, parting his legs as Kristen knelt before him. She marveled at his eight inches of hard dick, licking it...running her tongue up and down his shaft as if she were worshiping some sort of ancient phallic deity. She took the large head into her mouth, working her way down till she had nearly engulfed his entire dick. Ricky was amazed....she was the first woman to even come close, most girls said they were going to choke and stopped.

Kristen bobbed her head up and down, making slurping sounds as she sucked his cock and tugged at his balls. After several minutes she raised her head up, till just the head of Ricky's cock was in her mouth. She moved forward trapping his cock between her marvelous breasts. Then as she sucked the head of his dick, as she tity fucked him....he was beside himself with lust. Justin couldn't hold back, and exploded into Kristen's mouth. She took it all except for a small amount that leaked from the corners of her mouth. Her tongue quickly took care of that.

Still hard, Ricky saw a table and asked Ginger to bend over the table....her legs spread wide. Justin stood behind her and slowly eased his cock into Kristen's tight pussy and started fucking her....his balls slapping against her ass. Kristen was cumming....begging Justin to fuck her harder, when Ricky felt his orgasm near. Ricky slammed his Dick into her pussy one last time....filling her with his hot load. Kristen came so hard she nearly passed out.

"We better get back upstairs before we're missed."

Then she licked their combined juices from his cock, and went back upstairs, followed by Justin a few minutes later.

Kristen was off the next couple of days, but finally she was back. It was a slow Saturday afternoon...so slow that Kristen sent everyone home leaving just her and Ricky. Ricky walked up behind Kristen putting his arms around her waist.

"Ricky...not out here...we could be seen."

"That's half the fun isn't it?"

Kristen laughed, "Calm down boy, we'll have time after closing."

Ricky just smiled and got down on his knees and crawled under the counter.

"Ricky...what are you doing?"

Ricky lifted Kristen's skirt and yanked her panties down.

"Wow...your pussy is bare."

"Yes...it was supposed to be a surprise for later...now get out from under there."

Just at that moment the President walked in.

"Oh shit..the President...don't move."

Ricky heard the Dean walk up to the desk and greet Ginger asking how she was doing. Justin started running his hand up Kristen's legs, toward her pussy. Kristen was getting wet...the juices leaking from her pussy as Ricky's hands roamed over her ass, and eventually between her legs. As the President rambled on, it was all Kristen could do to maintain her composure.

Justin rose up and started kissing Ricky's inner thighs, running his tongue over her now gushing pussy.

"Are you alright my dear?" The President asked.

"Oh yes....I'm fine."

"You seem a little fidgity."

"New shoes, they're a little on the tight side."

Ricky ran his tongue between Kristen's folds lapping up her juices as he slid his thumb into her pussy. Ginger was beside herself....still trying to maintain her composure.

"Well, I just came by to chat...you should get those shoe's stretched."

"Yes...I'll do that."

As the door closed and the Dean left, Ricky took Kristen's clit between his lips and slid his little finger into her ass.

"Oooohhhh Ricky...you're so fucking bad....but don't stop...Ooh I'm gonna cum."
Rickey worked Kristen's pussy with his thumb, penetrating her ass with his pinky finger while he sucked her clit. Kristen gasped loudly as she exploded, cumming all over Ricky's face.

Afterward Kristen locked up the library and took Justin into her office, fucking him till they both were weak from exhaustion. Justin and Ginger carried on their torrid affair, until he finally graduated from college a couple of years later. Ricky is married now, but he'll never forget Kristen, and the great sex they shared in the library.

Passsion/ Pain

Dreams are made to come true but nightmares happens, imagine on valentine's day you woke up to a nice warm breakfast with a poem attached and as u look on the floor u see red and white rose pedals that leads to a warm bubble bath as you hear this melody so soft and sweet as i sing to you. I read to you a few of my poems that I had written just for you. As I ease your mind, giving you excitement with my words that was translated from my thoughts. That was put into lines and stanzas to form your beautiful smile and warm your cold-chilled heart. After your soothing bubble bath I take you to the bedroom which is glazed in white roses and massage oil on the side so I can give you massage with my blessed and strong black hands. Later on you would become blind folded and anxious for your next surprise will it be a romantic candle light dinner for two, or a nice walk in the park as the stars began to show. Last but not least you will have the most explosive sex of you life I began to put it down like never before because the past few week we have been arguing due to your action while you was at school. As i started to feel useless during the love making that felt more like sex because you seemed to mubbeld a different name in which i knew wasnt mine because it was a female name. Damn i ponder as i continue to explore your guts, was i just the dick while u had pussy on the side. A few times while your little secret called you act as if you didnt want her calling you but late at night you would return her call when i wasnt in your present. It started to become very suspicious that you had that react but when your were at school you always spent the night in her room. So i asked Jamie if she knew that we was dating she said naw you lying she's your best friend....Ouch how do i become your best friend who u have sex with to some one who you recently claimed you still love but through your actions your world became bullshit to the though of you and me. Driven by hate and pain i began to treat women like as if they are a piece of meat due to the fact that when i was faithful i got cheated on had many friends with benefits who wanted more after two months but i always found a way to bereak them off and pick them back u when i wanted them. In august i had and epiphany that changed my mind set my cuz had a daughter and i realize that i can let one women steal what i really want for myself which is love and respect. A woman do know what power she has in a mans destiny of love and life.

Growing up Mentally



Walking in the dark shadows of immaturity, while striving for the daylight of maturity. I begin to see how life takes it courses to make you a better person. Through all my experiences from having no male figure in my life until I was in high school, to bad relationships, to struggling to overcome statics as a young black male. I see a brighter future for myself and every day I strive for the moon, stars, and to reach god. Strength is built in me through the blood, sweat and tears I encountered while Modeling at an HBCU. Quitting was never an option in my eyes but being better then my father was. I am a special person with qualities like no other....the creation of me was the best thing that could every happen because I intend on changing your life while loving the star of my life...no need to wonder who the star of my life is because it’s me. I must love myself before I can love anyone else. Not being cocky but I am what I am.....you can hate me but life goes on.


By: One Creative Brother- Marquelle Owens